That's what I'm doing at the moment. I'm living everyday as though I'm in a perspex box. People can see me, talk to me & interact with me but they can't get close to me. They can't feel me, I can't feel them and so I'm disconnected from everything around me. Lonely. Alone. Visible but unseen.
I'm a good actress. I well versed in being what I need to be for each person in my life. Performing the part for them and not allowing them to feel uncomfortable about how I feel. So I keep quiet. I'm ok in my box. That's where I live. In a box.
Living in a box